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I
am not sure how to begin so I will just begin.....
This
year I discovered the EarthRain
Meditations newsletter. I have been practicing the meditations for about four
weeks, and I have discovered with each and every week a lesson that has taught
me something that has allowed me to grow spiritually, feel stronger, more calm
and much more aware of the choices I make in my life on a daily basis.
I
live in the uppermost part of rural North Dakota and Spring is the most dangerous
and unpredictable season we have. We don't know sometimes from one hour to the
next if the weather will bring us rain, sunshine or a blizzard.
My
story is about a day that brought us all three.
I
have spent most of my driving life on these roads and my dad taught me how to
be prepared for all kinds of weather conditions, especially being warned of being
caught in white out blizzards, which come up suddenly and are very
dangerous. I always carry my survival kit, use the odometer as a measure of distance,
(when "white out" conditions occur if you set your odometer to zero
at any/or every landmark, you can judge distance by the mileage driven, because
you lose your sense of direction and time in white out conditions as you travel
10 to 15 mph compared to 65 and you can't see any mile markers or other landmarks;this
situation generally is what causes people to panic).
When
I left from work in the afternoon on this particular Thursday, the sun was shining
and the temperature was a warm 26 degrees. I live 37 miles from work and my plans
for the evening were to baby-sit with my two favorite little friends, Sabrina
and Wyatt, while their parents and grandparents, who were visiting, were going
out for the evening.
Towards
the later evening the clouds started to roll in and it began to rain, just a soft
drizzle really.
When
I left their home at 11 pm, the weather had turned from rain to freezing slush/snow,
and the wind had picked up to 45 mph. The roads were iced over under the falling
snow. I made a small correction as I turned around a sharp curve and the wind
pushed me across the lane. I begin to slow down, feeling my Jeep move with every
touch of the wheel.
The
blizzard conditions traveling south wasn't anything out of the normal, and I used
the skills my dad had taught me and watched the road carefully. The visibility
wasn't good but you could see about 50 feet in front of the car. I drove to town
and headed east down the highway to my home another 18 miles away.
I
realized that the storm was much worse heading in this direction, and as I was
slowly moving down the highway I begin to feel the stress building up inside of
me. It was at this point that I remembered my meditation for the week from EarthRain
Meditations, to keep it simple and to focus on the smallest of
every action
In
the darkness of the night, with the sound of the sleet hitting my Jeep and the
waves of the blizzard swirling around me, I begin to think about every action
I took.
I
realized that I was in control of the vehicle, so I begin to slow down, very slowly,
feeling the grip I had on the steering wheel, sensing the movement of the machine
as we drove through the night, the visibility getting closer to the front of the
car.
I
watched every part of the road as I adjusted my headlights from dim to bright
and back again to let my eyes stay focused on seeing whatever little part of the
road could be seen.
I
begin to calm, I repeated over and over to keep it simple, to concentrate
on my movements; very, very slowly I crept along, watching the odometer, finally
seeing that I was at my turn off, in the pitch black darkness with only the snow/sleet
reflecting off my lights and I almost missed the corner.
I
felt good that I now only had six more miles to travel.
When
I made the turn, what had been bad driving became worse! The road going north
put me directly in the face of the strong wind and now the snow/sleet was falling
and compacting on the icy roads. I now had snow banks to travel through.
I
knew I couldnt stop my Jeep and I couldnt see any farther than the
front of my vehicle.
I
was now in a complete white out and the road was totally invisible
to me because the fallen snow covered both the road and the ditch. My fear of
the moment shot back in an instant, and then I remembered what I was learning.
My
focus returned to my hands driving the vehicle, focusing on every single movement
that I made.
Traveling
alone in the darkness I begin to focus on my blessings, being grateful that I
had a full tank of gas, grateful that the temperature was high enough that I didnt
have to worry about freezing, very grateful for the lessons my Dad had taught
me, and most importantly that I was alone and no one else was in jeopardy.
I
begin to realize with ever click of the odometer, that I was losing the battle
with the snow-covered road.
Many
times, I almost hit a rural post office box as I was on the wrong side of the
road. Plowing through the snow drifts I would be pulled across the road. The blindness
of the night brought me down to moving between 5 to 10 mph, and then I felt the
wind really kick up.
I
moved across the road and ran into the ditch, wheels down.
I
sat still for a minute, thanking God for letting me be safe and not overturned
or stuck across the road, endangering others.
I
got out the vehicle to see where I was, the wind was so strong I could barely
open the door. The sleet/snow pounded against me as I checked my Jeep to see if
there was any damage or any snow compacted at my exhaust pipe. Everything as far
as I could see was okay.
I
got back in and shut off my lights. The darkness was incredible. I couldnt
see the storm anymore in the darkness, but I could hear it, the wind was howling.
I put
on my flashers, for fear someone trying to use my tire tracks to navigate the
road would drive right into me. I tried my cell phone but the no service
message came on. I had no idea until then that I had been on the road for over
an hour and a half.
I
sat still and focused on my meditation, continuing to send thanks to God that
I was okay and I would be okay, everything was all right. I decided when I looked
at the odometer that I was only 2 and 1/2 miles from home, another blessing to
be thankful for!
Then
I made the very,very stupid decision at this point to try and walk home. I am
proof that that should never be considered, I walked for about 3/4 mile, having
to turn around about every 15 steps and do my meditation to stay focused on every
step I was trying to take on the journey home, now trying to walk on the frozen
slippery highway with the sleet/snow pounding against me.
Every
time that I turned around to breathe, I would remember to stay focused, to stay
strong, to stay calm.
Finally,
I knew I couldnt make it -- the wind and the freezing snow/sleet was too
hard to go against -- so I begin the walk back to my vehicle. Traveling with the
wind and the snow/sleet at my back, I knew I was making the right choice.
Before
too long, I was safely back in my Jeep, reminding myself how lucky I was that
I hadnt been hurt, fallen down and broken a bone or been injured.
I
tried my cell phone to call my brother and it worked! Another miracle! I told
my brother that I was fine, that he should not put himself in danger to come and
get me, that I had my survival kit, that I had food and a soft drink, and that
I would be okay until morning. So, please DO NOT attempt to come for me.
After
talking to my brother, I went out again to check my exhaust pipe to make sure
it was clear, and then I settled into my Jeep. I was soaking wet at this point
from the sleet/snow on my jeans, so I wrapped the blanket around my legs and settled
in, practicing all of my meditations, being grateful, allowing myself to stay
calm, knowing I was very fortunate and that I would truly be all right, to be
grateful that I was okay and that the people who loved me knew I was okay.
I
begin to breathe deeply, laying my head back on the seat, closing my eyes and
letting myself listen to the sounds of the storm, the wind howling the sleet/snow
hitting against the vehicle, my thoughts working to let me almost enjoy
the experience, counting my blessings, knowing the treasures I have in friends
and family, my sense of calmness in place, letting my thoughts focus on listening
to the sounds of the storm...
I
am not sure how long it was before I heard a vehicle next to me.
Luckily,
one of my neighbors had seen my flashers and she and her husband had waited out
the worst part of the storm in a nearby town, and although for some travelers
it was still too bad to be out on the highway, this couple was determined to come
and get me and bring me home.
They
insisted that their bigger pickup allowed them to see further down the highway
where the road lay under the snow.
I
jumped in with them and they brought me home.
I
made them promise to call me as soon as they got safely home as they had to return
down the same snow covered road beyond my Jeep in the ditch to get back to their
house.
I
called my brother, who said he and his friends were waiting out the storm to come
and get me!
My
neighbors returned home safely, and I settled into the comfort of my own warm
bed.
I
knew that on this dark, snowy/sleet filled night, many miracles came to me as
I used my lessons from EarthRain
Meditations to stay strong and stay calm and keep focused on the blessings
I had.
Although
I still may not have realized ALL the miracles that happened that night, I know
I realized more than I would have a month or so ago, and I know that not one moment
of fear lasted longer than the realization that I had the lessons given to me,
to turn it around and be grateful and thankful for the way the night was going.
Instead
of panic I found calmness and awareness and presence in every minute that moved
through the night.
Thank
you, thank you, thank you.
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